i start college in a month. im scared.

i need more hours of work which will = more $$ which = car payments.

i need to find myself. who i am. what i want. what i need.

i need help with that ^.

im going to the zoo this saturday. i am way excited.. i cant wait to see him it shall be fantastic!

i miss my old friends. they dont come around anymore. this makes me sad.

okay. im done.

you suck. do NOT talk to me, until you grow up a little.

you cant have me when you want me and then not have me when you dont want me

its either all of me or nothing...

i dont think you realize that you just keep breaking my heart over, and over...

*sigh*

i dont know what to do anymore.

i hate school

i hate work

i just pretty much hate life right now.

i just wish that you would give me a reason to believe 

so the boyfriend broke up with me last night.

ugh. im devastated... and the worst part..

yesterday was our anniversary..

:'(